Terkadang,
aku lupa yang manusia itu berbeza.

Terkadang,
aku lupa manusia itu tiada satu pun yang sama.

Terkadang,
aku fikir manusia itu fikir apa sama seperti dalam kotak fikiranku.

Maaf,
Andai kata-kata mengguris hati.

Maaf,
Andai perbuatan ku menjengkelkan diri.

Maaf,
Andai cara ku ini salah di matamu.

Maaf,
Kerana diri ini tidak sempurna.

Sayang , apa khabar dengan mu?? *Bobo style* 

Hi blog! Remember me? Yeah , I miss you too. I'm sorry babe for not being here when you need me. 

SAY WHAAAAT? 

Oh bloggy moggy swaggy . So , my third semester was just end . Yayyyy me! I'm not so sure if I nailed the last two papers or I just screwed it. Well , at least I think I'd answer it with the right answers but then when I was in the shower this morning. HOLY CRAP ! Now, I think it was all wrong --' Oh whatever. Let's just drop the subject.  

Astaghfirullah.

I'm fine. I'm doing good. I miss everyone. I don't care if they don't miss me back. No , I actually DO CARE! 

No. Not really. But quiet really. 

Lol. Sorry for this unnecessary babbling.

Well , I saw this best friends. They were so close. They were inseparable whenever I saw them. But now, distance tear them apart. I feel very sorry for them. But then , I start to realize . That's no big deal. I was there before and maybe the same thing might happened all over again. 

" The future not ours to see . Que sera sera"

We might even die soon. 

With that I'm sorry if I've ever hurt your feelings. I'm sorry if I take you for granted. I'm sorry for being such a bij to you. I'm sorry . I'm just sorry.

Whoever you are, can we just appreciate each other?

Pencicip

Hi . Assalamualaikum .

Well it's 1.40 am right now which I'm supposed to get a wild dream on. That's just not happened now . Maybe cuz there's too much unnecessary thoughts in my mind . Girls problems . Over-thinking =='

I've asked myself stop being overthinking . Just look at the problems as small one and just live my life . Perhaps not tonight . I mean , monite . lewlz .

The moment when you have nobody you can trust. The moment you don't know how to express your feeling so that people wont take it wrong way . The moment when you're excited about something but actually it's just another less significant thing for you to think about it . The moment your heart didn't work along with your brain . The moment when people misunderstood your jokes. The moment when your friends can laugh at you but it's like a sin to do the same thing back at them. The moment when friends stop being friends . The moment when you don't even know yourself anymore .

Demm .

I'm sorry Blogger cuz I'm using you for something like this. Like seriously , I dont think I should post emo tweets on Twitter especially cursing on Twitter. I wish your si Tanggang and I'm the mother , so that I can curse you become a rock ==' First of all , people wont give a damn. Second of all , you might make fool of yourself . Third of all , you'll just spreading negative aura to your followers . Forthly(?) people might get annoyed and the fun gone .

Yes , Twitter is a microblog . Can't you see the word MICRO there? Please filter your tweets people ! Yess , I'm talking to a girl that I can see inside the mirror .

Indeed , I do make mistakes . Sorry for any sarcasm tweets , emo tweets , unnecessary Retweet-ed from me . One thing , let's make Twitter as a peaceful place for everyone .




May peace be upon us all and Ma'assalamah , Ilal liqa' :)

Rehab

 Assalamualaikum !

How's it going on everybadehh ? Tak sihat ? Alaaahai kesiaan dia . Pergi makan ubat then berehat ye . Ini namanya ikhtiar . Memang lah sakit itu penghapus dosa kecil , tapi kalau tak berusaha nak sembuhkan tu namanya Kufur Nikmat lah pulak . Haaaa , tak memasal dosa lak bertambah . Aku pun kekadang cengelat gak nak makan ubat. Hewhew . Peringatan kita bersama lah ye :D

Sebagai manusia biasa , aku pun pernah sakit dan Alhamdulillah sekarang dah pulih :) Yayyy *jejoget*

Sakit ni namanya Carpal Tunnel Syndrome or for short CTS . Haaaa , kengkawan SESERI mesti aware akan sakit aku ni sebab aku kena time SPM dulu . Nak dijadikan cerita , minggu pertama SPM aku dapat extra masa about setengah jam untuk each paper. Sebabnya tangan kanan aku tak dapat berfungsi dengan baik . Kiranya tangan aku susah nak menggenggam dan sakit. Susah sangat nak menulis . Sapa tak nangis woi ! Aku pernah ter-burst out dalam surau. HAHAHAHAHA . Comel je semorang risau . hewhew

Sebab sakit ni , aku tak boleh go on dengan driving class . Sentap woi bila semorang show off lesen P dorang. And I can't even working lepas SPM dulu . Sempat kerja dua hari je . How sad lah kan . Then tinggal lah dekat rumah . Nak tolong Mak buat kerja pun tak mampu sangat . Nak angkat barang memang harapan lah . Seriously aku sangat stress and rasa down sangat . Almost everyday akan moody , and akan rasa nak nangis kalau ada orang tanya "Tangan Nana dah okay?" Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa aku nak cakap " Daaah okay " .Mak cakap kesian anak Mak sorang dah jadi OKU . Lulz

Aku cuba nak move on . Aku cuba lupa aku sakit . Aku makan ubat yang seriously busuk , tahap busuk dia tu sampai kena coated dengan bnda manis. So it tastes sweet but smelly . Sakit ni pun macam tak pernah nak hilang , so one day jumpa doktor lalu beliau me-recommendkan aku utk jalani rawatan pemulihan .

 So I was here ! I was discharged a week before 2013 after 5 weeks of physiotheraphy session :) Once a week lah ye kerana ada shortsem . Juga , ini klinik gomen punya wehh , ramai patient lain . Alhamdulillah , I'm getting better . and InsyaAllah things will be fine after this . Still , kena berhati-hati . Tak boleh kasaq sangat . hewhew

Agak segan kerana aku antara patients yang termuda kat situ . Lulz . Ingat ! Maut tidak mengenal usia #ehhh . So tiap kali datang session akan datang perasan seperti nak mati kebosanan disitu . So , adalah beberapa keping foto sempat aku snap menggunakan tangan lagi satu . Mwehehehe .

Haaa , aku bawak ekslusif utk korang tengok apa yg aku rasa . *mcm pelik ayat ni =='

 Maaf atas kekaburan . 

 Dalam that room , terletak wax solution for hands and feet . Wax tahu apa ? Ye , lilin cair yang kalau kita celup pastu bila kena udara dia akan mengeras .
Maka ku celupkan kedalam wax solution tu sebanyak tujuh kali . Panas kot solution tu , tapi best la sebab mmg sesuai ah dengan saraf aku yg mcm membengkak ni . hewhew .

So hasilnya seperti dibawah . Tangan ku dibalut . Macam baby kan? lulz

Next , tangan aku dialirkan dengan elektrik ! Tak percaya ? Tengok gamba bawah ni 

 SEE !

Nampak wayar wayar yang membawa arus elektrik lalu merasuki(?) tanganku . lol 

Yang ni waktu memula dulu , habis satu lengan kena letrik , lulz 

Okay ni part lucu dalam treatment aku . Benda ni macam tanah liat , but it's not . Tiap minggu aku cuba kaji apalah benda ni . Nama dia , for sure benda ni memang terbang jauh dari ........... alamak tak ingat . UK ke Aussie . Jauh lah yang pasti . Eh korang tengok lah sendiri ...

Errr , sebab aku kena uli gentel benda for about 10-20 minutes , so memacam lah aku cipta . Hewhew . Bila PT (physiotherapist) lalu ke datang , aku pepandai laah cover . Wakakaka . Ada satu hari tu , ada makcik tu khusyuk tengok aku menguli . Lulz . Ada sorang patient ni dia bawak anak dia , budak lah dalam 3-4 tahun . Serius mata dia tak berkedip tengok aku main(?) . "Comel je akak ni " getus hati sekecil . Hahahaha . K 

Oh baidewei , ada sorang PT tu hengsengg siaa. LULZ . Peramah semacam , tapi tak pernah jadi PT aku . Mencik lah . Hahahahhaha . K dah

Kesimpulannya , berikhtiarlah kamu . Sesungguhnya setiap penyakit itu ada penawarnya kecuali mati . Bersabarlah , kerana sabar itu separuh daripada Iman . And please , NEVER give up ! 

P/S : Aku bukan nak mintak simpati ke apa. Hanya perkongsian juga peringatan kepada diri aku yang I've been through so much (not THAT much) in this life that I should be grateful an live my life to the fullest :)

I need a rest and restart .

Searching for something new .

Nothing new for you , but for me .

Just love :)

Howdy people ! Assalamualaikum ..

Guess what??

I'M OFFICIALLY 19 ! 

Yayyyy *jejoget* bum baam bom buumm baam *fireworks* 

Hey babe , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! 

Awww , thank you Niall :*

major LULZ 

Anyway , I'm extremely grateful for having this fantastic 19 years of my life . Thanks Mak , Pn Saibatul Salamiah and Ayah , Hj Norazhar for everything . You both had done too much for me :') I know , I'll never able to repay all your good deeds . May Allah keep a castle for both of you there in Jannah . Amin :D

Also a huge thanks to everyone for the wishes and pray for me. You guys really made my day even we're separated by distance . Via facebook , twitter , texts , and even calls . Love yaaa all :*

Surprisingly , I got quite numbers of presents yaww . Aww , so sweet :) Thanks you laah , appreciate that very much :D Tak lah banyak mana , tapi adalaaah . hewhew

Lagi mengejutkan adalah , my Ayah . My birthday had passed about 2 days ago and he's still celebrating it . LULZ . From the beginning , he bought me Kek Batik and kuih idk-the-name which looks like cake cuz tak sempat nak beli real cake . Then , ask me where to eat ( ni the usual thing lah kan ) . I said Pizza , then he said he wants Mango Juice . Then I said , okay Ayah . Nana pun nak minum jus jugak *dan dan je* . So we went to eat western's cuisine . For the first time makan Grilled Salmon . Well , it tasted healthy . lulz . Habis makan ayah cakap " Haa , tu kedai tudung taknak pergi tengok? " Hahahahaha . Like seriously Ayah ?? Aku tak beli , tak minat . Tudung dah sebakul kat rumah . hewhew *belagok ngko :P*

Usually Mak n Ayah memang akan dinner kat mamak , eleh bukan dinner je sbb Ayah memang kipas-susah-mati mamak's teh tarik . lulz . Aku pun dgn tiba-tiba petang tadi " Ayah ! Nak ikut ! Nak KFC ! hehe " saja usik Ayah . Aku tahu dia memang tak kawan(?) dgn fastfoods ni. And WOW ! Ayah actually bawak makan KFC la wehh !!! muehehehehehehe . Ya Allah , hati anak mana tak terharu *eceh ayat* Yayy suka suka , yayy order order ikut anak tekak aku . lulz . 

Makan makan makan then , Ayah keluar kejap sbb dia nak jugak cari teh tarik mamak . lulz . Ayah makan sikit je , ayah aku tu memang peng-diet orangnya . Sebab tu dia makin hampir macam nak kurus , tapi anak dia macam kena pam ==' Aku jelah yg kena pam , adik aku pulak macam kena penyek ==' Haha . 

After a while ayam aku tinggal tulang belulang , si Ayah membawa sebungkus air teh tarik beserta .... OMG BESERTA WEH BESERTA !!! Sekotak Big Apple ! Aku cover daripada nak tercekik tulang time tu walaupun aku bukan tengah makan tulang ayam . lulz . Mak dok gelak gelak . Y'know , serius luar alam lah Ayah beli Big Apple. Kami memang tak makan benda-benda macam ni . Aku je banyak tahu benda-benda cenggini . Yg Ayah tahu pagi petang siang malam , makan mamak terbaik (Y) haha . 

Mak : Macam mana abang beli donat ni? 

Ayah : Tanya jelah apa yang orang selalu beli . Ingat nak beli satu lepas tu ada tiga *K ni aku tk faham ke aku ter-cut pendengaran aku?* 

Aku : Huyyo huyyo *penuh heksaited* Happy Birthday to me ! Happy Birthday to me ! *tetiba aku nyanyi*

Hahahaha , EPIC AYAH iz EPIC . 

Thanks Ayah !! Sayang Ayah :* ehehehehe . Omo omo , seronok gila jadi anak tunggal sejak adik masuk asrama . Hahahaha . Bagus adik , ngko tak payah balik pun takpa (Y) *mode kakak tiri ON* lulz . Senda saja ye dik :)

I don't know what on his mind . What I know he loves me and always want to see me happy . I'll be happy Ayah , and I'll make sure you'll be happy and proud of me too . And I know you always does though I'm the most annoying person on earth :D 

With lots of love , 

Siti Farhanah Norazhar 

Another beginning ....

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh :)

Alhamdulillah ye semua sihat ye ye ye , bagus baguss (Y)

Sekarang aku tengah cuti . Tapi adik aku sekolah . Wkwkwkwkw *assume bunyi dia wikiwikiwikiwiki*

So dear adik , you're in form 1 now . Sekolah pun jauh dari rumah *jauhh gila kan Gombak tu dik :)* Take a good care of yourself . Kalau kena buli ngko bgtau je aku , tahulah aku nak kata padan muka kat ngko *smirking* mwihihihihi . Aku tahu ngko takkan nangis sebab kekecik dulu ngko kalau nangis macam nak bagitahu satu kampung (Y) K , tu je . Bukan ngko baca pun . Tapi aku tahu kau akan baca sebab kau suka stalk aku . Wkwkwkwkwkwk *ahh geli la bunyi dia , ngilu !*

 Kemain ngko muka heksaited ye dik , baguss (Y)

Sekarang aku tengah cuti . Tapi kena hantar adik pergi sekolah . hewhew . Tapi aku suka , sebab sekolah adik aku jaaaaauhhhhhh *mata-keatas-lengan-dibahu #ehh*

Aku bukanlah seorang kakak yg mithali , setakat kemas loker dia yg kecil pergghh pergghhh time aku tengok memulaa , angkat bagasi dia yg perghh perghh boleh tahan tak ringan diaa , chopp katil baik punya siap ada tangga , bagi pendapat nak ambil posisi mana dalam kelas , termasuklah konsultasi mengenai tinggal di asrama . See , takdalah mithali sangat ye dak?

Tapi mak aku serius mithali . Dari kat rumah , berminggu-minggu sebelum daftar lagi dah kesana-sini cari barang keperluan untuk adik aku . Adik aku dok genggoyang kaki main fon ==' Dah sampai tadi pun , mak aku dok sibuk jahit lencana kat tudung adik *refer gamba diatas* Baiknya mak sayaa kannn . *Mak kalau baca sesenyap je tau , jgn nak kekembang #ehh* 

Well , Mak is being mak . Kakak is being kakak . Ayah is being ayah .

And what had happened today actually giving a life back to me . Like semorang dok cerita , there's rainbows come after hurricane #ehh . Anyway , Alhamdulillah :D

EPIC FAV VLOG !

Assalamualaikum ,

 

Ahhh , toksah sembang kencang. Mai layan Anwad n Mud ni !