stop it , Nana !

I am lying to myself .

and now I hate myself .

P/S : hoping this will end soon :'(

tk sehadd laa :(

tk tawu la kenapa tk sehadd pulok ttibe ni haa ,

semalam okaay jeh , tk laa sgtt actually .
dh lame tk bersin cam arini , huhu
saket kepala , bdan plak seram sejukk .
saba Na ! ujiaan Allah :)

ouh yea !
semalam saye tgk HP7 dgn lalink saye * nada gedik
HAHA , thnxx Sal :)
aku tk paham asal kitorg gelak bile part sedih . HAHA
ni sume muke Malfroy punye pasal laa kot . klaka habess
tp syok laa gak en , ohho tk saba part2 :)
berjoli ehh pegi Alamandaa ? heh -__-
Alamanda jea pon , bukan alam saya :P
gilaa sesak laa time weekend camni .
before this pegi weekdays jea , normal jela en . huhu
ape aku beli ? heh o.0
tk sangka aku beli somethng dari Chamelon ghopenye :P
Nana pompuan jugek ehh , in macho wayy :)
haa , aniss ! jgn jelez yaa buuk :P HAHA ,
sumpah aku pokai jea kuar smlm ,
sblum pegi , check purse ,
OMK - Dahsyat ! ade enam hengget jehh . HAHA
naseb baek adek n mak aku baek hati lagi pemurah *gelak manja
trimass lalinkk :))
haaih , bile laa na hangout selain drpd Alamanda ?
tkde tmpt lain ke Na ? heh -__-
but it's better somewhere than nowhere :)

*pengarangjantungku , OH Alamanda :P
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bila malam menjelma * i mean Maghrib

malam tadi pulek , balik kampung ade usraaah :)
jumpe kazenss . ohho seronok neeh :P
sedara jauh pon ade neeh , happeyy :))
yg tk syok tu sbb ape ?
haaih , memekak jea bebudak neeh , saket pale aku -__-
naseb baek comel , heh :P
ohho , Good Luck to my kazen yg nak SPM tuuh ,
alaa Ani , Sijil Paling Mudah jea tuhh :) hehe
abes laa aku , thn dpn aku pulok -__-
trimas laa eh , suggest blog kawan sorg tuuh ,
mak aii , btol doe ! terkezuuut sungguh aku
haa , na share jugek laa ape yg buad aku terkezuut tuuh ,
http://apeacerahmah.blogspot.com
sila lawat , tkde muke hantu nyee .
aku kan baek *keningkening

P/S : tk jadi pulak pegi Mid , sedih :'(

posmen tu tk sesat :P

dengan rasminyaa aku dah tahu result end year exam aku ,
dari awal dah tahu teruk daah ,
paling best sebab ape tau ?

result tu sampai tyme aku tgh syok tido !
*aku tido pon sbb tk sehadd okaayy :P
ayah yg pggng time tu , sbb dye amek kat postbox afta solat jumaat ,
patu aku cam dnga bunyi bising bising ,
dnga org cam pggil name aku ,
patu amenda nth adek aku membebel
tk clear sgtt la en , mamai lagi kot time .
patu instinct aku kate cam ,
' Nana , result kaw da sampai kot '
patu keluar bilik , heh -_- mmg btol laa kan ,
aku cam buad muke bajet tk cuak ,
' ohh , result dah sampai keh ? '
aku pon duduk dpan mak *muke selenga baru bangun tido
ttibe mak aku sepuk muke aku * selo jea pon
' kenape trok sgtt neeh ? '
besaa tros mate aku yg sepet neeh , hehh -_-
pastu , the rest is history :P
*curi ayat Hlovate :)

P/S : ntaah laa weh -_______-

so true ,

I know that I am not that important than that person to you ,
FINE
I really understand that ,
BUT
I just don't get you !

P/S : hehh -_-

syu-chan :)

alaahai , rindu laa budak sorg neeh ,
aku tawu kaw rendu aku jugak kan ? hekhek
kaw laa kawan yg paling klaka pena aku jumpe ,
ade jehh bnda yg pasal kaw aku msty na gelak
kalo da tk larat tuu , senyum jelaa
dye bukan buadd lawak taw ,
tp expression muka dye , ayat dye sgtt menarik ouh ,
comel laa sahabat aku sorg neeh :')
budak daa laa terer sejarah ,
fuhh , da macam buku da dye neeh , tepat belakaa :)
cecite pon nak jadi ahli arkeologi en ? sesuaaai sgt ler tuuh

memang sah dye punye smgtt patriotik tggi ,
kenape ?
sebab aritu dye msgg aku semata nak ckp yang
dye sedih lee chong wei kalah dgn lin dan , HAHA
comel laa budak neeh ,
petang tadi , dye msg lagi ,
sedih sbb hoki lelaki kalah dgn pakistan .
dye da mcm pengulas sukan Asia dkt aku jea dah :)
macam macam ,
Syuhaidah , Terima Kasih Sahabat !
sbb kaw selalu buad aku senyum bile aku sedih .

P/S : rindu gilaa dengan ragam theGOJEZ ,
aniss.mumu.syu.cikin.dila.sal.aliya.yamin

tido petang lagi ,

mak kate , kalo tido petang lelame tak elok
bole jadi GI-LA , haa -__-
bole jadi kureng siumann ,
badan pon lesu ,
lemah longlai jea gamoknye ,
nak nak kalo baru lepas melantak ,
hekhek :P
tu namenyaa pump lemak , haaihh

back to the story line ,
petang tu , dlm pukol 3 lebih laa en ,
aku ttido dpn TV , lpas on9 neeh
patu aku tk tawu cner n sbb ape ,
aku bangun n smbng balik tido dalaam bilik ,
lame pastu , dnga azan Asar !
haa , yea yea ! japg bangun *bajet jea neeh
skali dnga mak panggil .
aku pon angguk , hekhek
mmg mak aku nmpak aku angguk ,
aku pon terlentok balik ,
*aku tk tawu laa asal liat sgt na bangun . huhu
sekali kaw masok mimpi satu ni haa ,

lokasi : mcm sekolah , for sure bangunan yg ade dua blok .

masa : tengah malam laa kot , gelap n spooky semacm jekk .

mangse yg terlibat : ntah , tk kenal sesape pon !

sinopsis : sumpah tk ingat stat dye , tp lebih kurg cenggini laa ekk story dye
waktu tu ade kes , sume org kene kejaa . aku pon blur en , kene keja ?
tp yg best aku men lari jehh , org lari kiri aku ikut ,org sorok aku sorok.
heh , sepanjang men lelari tuuh , aku pegang kayu neeh
dah laa gedabak , berat lagi , penat aku pegang neeh .
dah pusing pusing berkali kali tuu , last last aku give up ,
aku mara bebudak yg laen , yg terdiri drpd bdk skola rndh kott , HAHA
right afta aku baling kayu tu , perggh . aku bla la dari tmpt sembunyi tu
skali kaw , aku nmpk makhluk ke lembaga putih neeh melompat lompat
ke arah akuu , OMK - DAHSYAT ! terkejut bhai ,
pastu ape lagi , mak aku ketuk pintu kejut aku lagi skali . HAHA

konklusi : ade keh org mimpi hantu disiang hari ?
dh lame tk mimpi , hantu yg dtg ? cehh -__- kalau kim bum best jugek ,
aku rase sbb stress tggu result tk smpai smpai lagi neeh kot , haaiyya :P

im not sure about this ,

it is between two ,
am I too bad for saying those words or it is my right to stand for my own good ,
am I being to selfish or it is okay sometimes to think about myself at first place ,

like before , I act like a dumb ,
I do whatever people ask me to do and straight away a nod for it,
I don't have any courage to say NO towards friends ,
at first , yeaah . it's okay cause that is what friends for ,
but yet , I feel betrayed at the same time ,
they don't seem to appreciate on what i had been doing for them ,
they don't understand me and the worst was i felt like they treat me like rubbish ,
i know , maybe im just a sidekick in their life ,

until ....
one day my mom scold me ,
she said ' why you must waste your time doing this ? ' ,
and knock knock , WHAT ? im wasting my time ? ,
maybe you are really true mother , im wasting my time ,
I stop doing those stuff now mak ,
thank you for make wake up from this i-dont-know-what-to-call-this ,

now I thnk I live my life way better than before ,
I can actually think smarter than before ,
but still , im afraid of letting people down ,
im afraid if I cant make everyone happy ,

I love to carve smile on people face ,
im happy when they can actually smile n laugh,
but I think this is the time for ,
me myself and I to smile n laugh happily ,
I know , if I laugh too much I'll cry at the end of the day ,
maybe I'll stop laugh and just smile ,
that's the best right ? hope so .





but still I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

like us kan ?

macam sama .
budak jenayah , HAHA :P

P/S : sape na teman pegi MID ?

ouh NO !

weyh , seriously .
this thing getting more complicated now .
how am i supposed to face this probs myself ?
for real , this shudn't be a problem to me at all .
it's actually kinda fun & happening things shud be happen .
or maybe im too afraid .
too high expectations on me . this is so hard :(
i hope someone can understand this ,






after a while .........






and YES !
big thanks to ANIS ATHIRA ROSLI :)
thnxx SAHABAT merangkap EX ,

okay , i think im more clear now .
there are always ways to solve problems kan ?
so i know the next steps now !
you GO GIRL :)

i like to shout !

ouh cool , SHOUT! AWARDS ,
tk laa best sgtt -__- no offenses
tk tawu laa TV aku ke hape ,
sound dye cam pelik , lighting saket mate . tak clear :P
but still , the artists RAWKSS :)
tp IYAZ ? tk seperti yg diharapkan , sorry !
*bajet jea aku kritik org :P




but STILL ,
congrats YUNA :)
for the Ultimate Shout! Awards .
you deserve that very well .
you go girl , HAHA
*mcm kawan aku jehh -__-
your shud-i-call-it-dress-or-what? was really unique laah ,

P/S : nak keluar -__-

withLOVE ,

i had a great time with family today :)

P/S : i need to get into real world back -__-

is it that hard ?

this is suck -__-
is it that hard to plan a day out and just having fun with all peeps ?
why must this simple thing turn out to be wayy so complicated now ,
or maybe just me thinking about it that way ? RIDICULOUS -____-
everything doesn't seem to be fine ,
i just wanna have fun . that's all .
why must it become a very serious matter now ?
i wish i can drive my own car A.S.A.P
go anywhere i want without any hesitation . EASY !
yeaah , dream on it NANA !
and can anyone think something that can really make senses ?
it is not easy as u can see to create an event ,
plus when u become no-income-event-planner ,
it is probably the most pathetic job ever .
im not actually blaming anyone right here ,
it just i need u guys to understand the situation ,
just be thankful on what you have in front you ,
stop messing up with nonsenses stuff ,

let's make this thing clear ,
i wish u read this .
if u ask me to handle those stuff ,
let make it my way
if u don't like it .
go and get thing handle by ur own hands ,
or maybe we can share thoughts ,
professionally okay !
stop being selfish , think of everyone else .

P/S : im sorry guys ! dun get into ur heart deeply . we can settle down everything nicely .
this happened just because i can't take it anymore . we are the same . dun just simply throw all the burden onto my shoulders , THANK YOU & SORRY :')

im fatter , tht's so cool :P

so this is what actually happened during school holidays ,
ouh yeaaah . we eat , eat , eat and more food await :P
but well , tht is not the only thng i do ,
im actually also facebooking , HAHA
like no one know bout tht , geeesh :P
OMK ! look at the food ,
truly really YUMMEEYH !
how can i reject smthng tht really nice to taste by the tongue ,
we need to live our life mann , we still young !
forget about all those diet stuff for a while ,
and enjoy ur life with food :)
OMG , i getting insane right now ,
i just don't know what to do , then food come

it's chocolate waffle , chocolate ice cream on the top YUMMMYYY !
can u imagine the taste of hot chocolaate inside and melting cold ice cream in ur mouth ,
waaah , marvelous !
grab it now at RASA , ALAMANDA :)

look , it's BIG APPLE doughnuts :)
i miss the taste already , can i have some more ,
but for real , i adore its look .
pretty&&handsome :) HAHA
i like the snowy one and coffee taste one !

P/S : tk rase lagi sume bnda neeh sjak cuti arituu , poyo jea neeh ,
uwaaaaa , teringin laa bapok ! bile na kuar merasa segala bnda ni lagiii :P

im infected :P

BOYS OVER FLOWERS . sape jek tk tahu kann
aku jea terhegeh hegeh baru nak layaannn -.- HAHA
ni sume garagara kipas susa mati KOREA kt sekeliling den ,
masuk masuk jea sume cter pasal korea .
aku dah camm -__- amende dorgg ,
habes laa life aku pasni :P
balik PB tros aku ushaa bnda alahh ,
kt mysoju laa en
ambek kaww , habes yg neeh
smbng cter bwh ni haaa ,

ouh yeaaah , PERSONAL TASTE :)
memulaa nak tgk sbb lee min ho jehh ,
skali best , sbb pe ?
GAY kott -.- HAHA
mmg layan smpai pepagi bute neeh ,
yelaa en , dah kate PB 3 hari jehh .
patu HWs - babai laa gamoknyee :P

dah tuu , beralih pulok dgn cter ni haaa ,
COFFEE PRINCE .
seronok jugak neeh .
aku tawu cter dah lame , mmg aku jea baru nak stat

yeaaah , MY LOVELY SAMSOON
mmg b4 this da penah tgkk ,
tp cam nk tgk lagi en , tp ths tyme tgk dkat maaduu.com
trbaik laa maaduu neeh , mcm tgk kt TV bhai ,
siap ade iklan bagai . tkde buffering kejadah sume ,
tp kalo time tenet prob susa laa nak kate ,


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aku dah mcm promoter lak ghasenye .
tp mybe aku na stop daa layan mende ,
mmg virus sungguh , bahayaaaa !
sbb ape ? sume bnda tk menjadi jpg .
plus , nxt year na SPM kan ,
kalo sibuk addicted ngn bnda alah nie , hancuss laa aku ,
so FAREWELL KOREAN DRAMA :')
HAHA ,

P/S : ni haa http://www.maaduu.com

iHATEtheplace,iLOVEthepeople :)

rindu all theDOREXXIANs very the mucho laah :')
first day jumpe , sume awkward gile kan ,
aku pon cam ERRR -.- masalah gler bebudak pandai neeh .
sonyap bebenor , HAHA .
skali sume dah kenal , bapak aa weh !
tk terkawal daah .
teringat waktu kene sound dgn 'sirHAiRY wktu prep malam
'awak tahu tk suare awk dnga smpai dkt surau lelaki'
smthng like tht laa kene sound .
dah laa aku tgh cm org gile . dari bediri tros cangkung kat lantai .
bajet kutip smthng . HAHA :p
mcm mcm jadi kat kite sume kann , tp kite still together ,
except yg ttuuuut xp
org yg tk tahu msty blame kitorg kan ?
tp tkpe , as long as kitorg tahu kebenaran . tkpe laa en :)
teringat wehh waktu kte buad sesi kutok mengutuk .
mmg sumeorg dngaa laa en , ckp kuat nak mampos .
tk reti cover btol laa , especially geng bawak ni haa ,

ouh gmba nik tertinggal laa pulok , tulaa kaw !
dah weh , thn dpan kte sume tobat ehh ,
contohi wani :) HAHA

P/S : hee ~

selamat hari berkorbann ; )

A I D I L A D H A :)

meet mrLEMBU NO.8 , hihi
telah selamat disembelih pagi tadiii :)

yeaaa , aku pegi tgk LIVE neeh tadi ,
bangge bangge bangge :) HAHA
ingat nak pakai baju kale pink tadi ,
skali kalaw kene rembat ngn lembu ,
haihh , nayaa aku ! aku yg terkorban lak nty :P
lamaa da ta tgk org sembelih lembuu neeh ,
excited laak en tadi . HAHA

p/s : tkde mood na berstory :P

at dawn ,

ouuhhowww !
lpas subuh tk tidoo ! well done NANA :)
buat breakfast untuk adekadek ,
well , sbb mak tk sehatt :(
get well soon MAK ,
masak apee ?
roti telurr , yumyum ! even sikit hitam doe , HAHA
chaos gler neeh , yelaa en
bese buad utk sorg pnyee . ni nk bg budak skola makn en ,
tarappapa laaa .

haa , esok haaari rayaaa !
AIDILADHAAA :)
as usual keje akuuu ,
isi nasi dlm ketupaat -.-
yeahhh , sgt BANGGA neeh :P
bajet na pose arini ,
tp apekan dayaaa !
malas menguasai :P ASTAGHFIRULLAHAL'AZIM
tkpe tkpe , semalam dpt sehari okay laa tuu .

tadi , ntah pukul brape tp yg pasti masih awal pagi .
tergerak hati nak bukak kotak yg ade byk hadiah orgg kasi ,
terbaca beberapa suratt neeh ,
sedihh , terharu , gembira sgtt ble bace .
dari sahabat sahabat di sekolah laamaa ,
sayang korgg sgtsgt neeh ,
mcm pelik , sebab
im really crying doe :'( tk penah tacing macm tuu ,
straight away tros msg inaa .
sbb tawu yg lain mybe kat skolaaa .
dpt jgk lepaskan rindu kat dye :)
last last , aku tetido ! HAHA
buku INTERLOK atas badann tuu ,

p/s : tkde mood raye laa , sory korgg sbb aku tk pegi skola tadi :(

where are you goGREENy ?

haa , tu dye botol kechintaan akuu :))
adehh , nmpak half jehh -.-
sian kamuuu
hilang kat public daaa ,
tp aritu kate ade org jumpe ,
tp tk pulangkan ponn :P
tarappapa laa , da abes skolaa da pon .
sygg GILA botol tuu , sob sob :'(
semoga kaw selamat walau dimana saja kaw beradaaaa :P HAHA ,


cuti skola yg bosan bertemankan HWs yang byk :P
sgtt best neeh ,
tk pe naa ! SPM ! SPM !
glerr laah , mcm baru smlm jea jwb PMR neeh ,
OMK [ OUH MAK KAW - DAHSYAT ]
tk kesah laa ,
for sure , now !
aku na enjoy habes habes b4 2011 datang . hihi
ble na hang0ut neeh ? bosan neeh :P


pegi KTN ?
huhu , sory doe korgg .
na pegi sgtt neeh ,
tp apakan dayaa . saya hanya menurut perintah .
pegi KJ okay la kott ~ HAHA
pegi 14 ?
hmm , aniss tknk pegi ,
mmg ayah dye sorg jea keje -.-
no offense ,
so , tgk laah esok ,
act , i come up with good idea just now .
kire bran ke tk jea skrg neeh ,
esok last skolaa yeaa :*









p/s : tk sabaa na tgk HP7 neeh :))

IT'S SUPER DUPER APE-APE

SCHOOL HOLIDAYSS

another 5 days

whoaa !
rase mcm baru smlm 2nd february ouhh .
ghopenyee da nak habes da sesi persekolaahan 2010 .
apee ? nxt year SPM dahh , da besaa daa syee :)

ape yg aku na buadd 5 hari neeh ?

- gelakgelak nangesnanges dgn sume wargaa DOREXX bykk2 .

- ambil gamboss dgn DOREXX .

- enjoy dinner imtiazz :)

- projek khas antara nik.ziya.nana.nonie.wani&sesapeygnakjoin :P

- buli adeks beradeks tiris aku yakni syunda n siti A :)

- PEKA ? siaap dahh ;)

- packing sume kejadah hartaa bendaa aku bawak balik rumaaaaah !!

- isi buku outing awal awal , anta kat miaa tross ,

- potluck dorm Epidendrium4 :)

haaa , tu diaa list akuu . hambek kaww .
ta sabaa neeh nak habess skolaa neeh ,
patu , insyaALLAH .
balik nty na visit skolaa lame :)
SMKPP14(1) wait for me !
SMKCyberjayaa ? tgkk laah ,
segan laa , hihi :P


p/s : sedih neeh na pisah dgn DOREXX nxt year :(

dramaQueen ;)

heyyo ,
pagi tadi lpas subuh tk tidoo . bangge neh ,
bosan ? sudah pasti .
on9 cari kefotoan utk slide dinner imtiaz .
smbil tggu mak beli nasi lemak dkat sbrng jalan dpn umah tu haa ,
ouh yeaa , lagu teenage dream telah berbunyi dalam perot , tnde tgh lapaa
oke , aku hiperbolaa .

patu pukol bpe ntah baru mandi ,
sbb nak kuar sopping . hehe
wah wah , beli baju nehh n shawl .
sygg ayah ketat ketat neh
makanmakan .
jalanjalan beli brooch ,

patu balik ,
smbng on9 .
editt slideshow yg dari tadi tk habes -.-
susa neeh .

tadi tuan puteri wafaa call , hehe ,
skrgg beta sudah tahu punca dia berduka laraa ,
jgn risau beta sntiasaa disamping tuan puteri :P
seronok neeh dpt dngaa sore kanakkanak dye .
ouh ouh ,
rindu zaman ketika berada di SMK Cyberjayaa :)
1 & 2 krk , korgg superb .
lebih bising daripada biasaaa .
tidak dilupakan SMK Putrajaya Presint 14 (1) .
fame-ily terbaekk laah :P

malam ni ape agendaa ?
we'll see :)
gerak downtown best gak ek ? hee ~

ouh yeaa !
esok harus kembali ke sekolah kesayangan sayaaaa
Sekolah Menengah Sains Seri Puteri Kuala Lumpur :)

dah tkde keje sgtt dah ?

tkde isu na diutarakan . tapi jari rase na type smthng jugekk . HAHA .
degil btoll . tapi waktu tulis karangan , huhu .
sekian terima kasih je rasenyee . penatt wokk .
hehh , teringat lak waktuu examm .
haihh , kalo tyme exam je msty selsema menjelmaa ,
habes satu blok akademik dngaa aku bersin tyme prep malam ,
segann jehh . HAHA . maapkan sayaa yea .

bahan ta cukop lagi nehh .
cner na buatt slide kalo ta cukop gambaa ,
anybodyy help me !!
but still thnx to ai zemm and farhah sun :))
naseb baek ade hannah tulun den buat repott .

haa , malam ni ade kenduri ckit
eh eh , bukan sempena deepavali ehh ,
ni sempena 20th wedding anniversary mak n ayaah .
hehe , so sweet kan ? derr -.-
buat kat umah nenek kat bangi lamaa .
ouhh yeahh ,
dapat jumpe sedara mara . hihi

p/s : coffee prince last episode :(

i'm living a

TEENAGE DREAM :)








P/S : still under construction

kepulangan yang dinantikan :)

assalamualaikum .
wah wah , sudah lame tidak meng-update blog kechintaanku ini .
ini semua gara gara bekalan internet telah ditutup pihak sekolah , cehh .
ape kejadahkah itu semua ? hmmm , f5 kan nak SPM :)
WTV !
dah smpai umah dah pon .
dah hadap PC pon kan .

kembali kepada jalan yg benarrr ,
ape aku nak story neh ?
HAAA ! ntah , byk sgtt story laa .
malas nak type pon ade , hehe .
for sure , cuti ni aku kene buat slideshow for dinner imtiaz ,
waduh waduhh , sangat besar amanah itu -.-
tkpe tkpe , we'll do our best , insyaAllah :)

hmm , pertandingan drama KOMSAS .
all Dorexxians was really superb tht day .
syg korg ketat keta .
everyone enjoy sgtt kan
even wktu on the way tu ade byk drama swasta berlangsung ,
but still kte semua dpt redah bersamaa
HAHA , bajet gler ayat akuu .
sokay kan ? hee ~
paling best , audience sgt enjoy our drama ,
even ade judges yg nanges tgk drama kte ,
skrg neh tk kesah laa menang ke tak .
kte tawakal jeh as kte da do the best kan ?
ouh ,
tadi props kte which is jendela n tirai dah selamat dibuang .
huhu :'( sgtt sedihh . sbb byk memori dgn bnda alah tu kann ?
nxt year kalo streaming klas , jgn lupe dorexx aww .

cukop adegan sedih ,
haaa , ape yg gembiraaa ,
cehh , satu dlm sejuta kalo nk jmpe yg gmbira kat skola tuhh ,
cuti akhir thn kitorg dipercepatkan ,
ouhh yeaahh ,
seronok glerr , hee~ tu jeh
HAHA . sadis btol hidup kaw NA :P

p/s : runsing kepalaku ini -.-