is it that hard ?

this is suck -__-
is it that hard to plan a day out and just having fun with all peeps ?
why must this simple thing turn out to be wayy so complicated now ,
or maybe just me thinking about it that way ? RIDICULOUS -____-
everything doesn't seem to be fine ,
i just wanna have fun . that's all .
why must it become a very serious matter now ?
i wish i can drive my own car A.S.A.P
go anywhere i want without any hesitation . EASY !
yeaah , dream on it NANA !
and can anyone think something that can really make senses ?
it is not easy as u can see to create an event ,
plus when u become no-income-event-planner ,
it is probably the most pathetic job ever .
im not actually blaming anyone right here ,
it just i need u guys to understand the situation ,
just be thankful on what you have in front you ,
stop messing up with nonsenses stuff ,

let's make this thing clear ,
i wish u read this .
if u ask me to handle those stuff ,
let make it my way
if u don't like it .
go and get thing handle by ur own hands ,
or maybe we can share thoughts ,
professionally okay !
stop being selfish , think of everyone else .

P/S : im sorry guys ! dun get into ur heart deeply . we can settle down everything nicely .
this happened just because i can't take it anymore . we are the same . dun just simply throw all the burden onto my shoulders , THANK YOU & SORRY :')