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Saturday, December 8

Deep drowning evening .

People says : Life is full with choices . 

As so far , I wonder why , I wonder how . 
In front of me , there's a lot of doors for me to choose .
For me to get in there and have a life .
Only one is meant for me .

As so far , I wonder why , I wonder how .
I think I've entered the wrong doors .
I feel like I'm wasting my young age .
I'm in a place that no one welcome me .
Or perhaps , this one is not meant for me .

As so far , I wonder why , I wonder how .
Is it possible to get out of this place?
It's too crowded here .
Some says I'm lucky to be in there .
But I cant feel this place is where I belong .

And the truth is ....
I think I'm lost .

And the truth is ....
No one cares .

And the truth is ...

I
just 
have
NO
idea 

I've never wish anything in my life .
If I do , it's not bcuz I really want it .
It's for someone else . 

To come and think about it ,
I always feel very mean when I say 
NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME !
such a cruel statement isnt it?

I know Mak cares about me , Ayah cares about me , Adik cares about me. 
Look , I still have reasons to live my life . 

Astaghfirullahal'azim . Astaghfirullahal'azim . Astaghfirullahal'azim .


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With all above , I rest my case .....

Assalamualaikum !

2 comments:

Eternal Love Seeker said...

to feel that no one cares about us is not cruel for me. Sebab aku pun rse mcm tu. and aku tau jugak my parents are persons yang paling sayang aku kat dunia ni. no one can be above them. it just that, when the moment we feel alone, no one understand what is the main thing that our heart and emotion need. Care. attention. Not things and money. I need love and care. -menyampok-

Nana said...

T.T