Sayang , apa khabar dengan mu?? *Bobo style* 

Hi blog! Remember me? Yeah , I miss you too. I'm sorry babe for not being here when you need me. 

SAY WHAAAAT? 

Oh bloggy moggy swaggy . So , my third semester was just end . Yayyyy me! I'm not so sure if I nailed the last two papers or I just screwed it. Well , at least I think I'd answer it with the right answers but then when I was in the shower this morning. HOLY CRAP ! Now, I think it was all wrong --' Oh whatever. Let's just drop the subject.  

Astaghfirullah.

I'm fine. I'm doing good. I miss everyone. I don't care if they don't miss me back. No , I actually DO CARE! 

No. Not really. But quiet really. 

Lol. Sorry for this unnecessary babbling.

Well , I saw this best friends. They were so close. They were inseparable whenever I saw them. But now, distance tear them apart. I feel very sorry for them. But then , I start to realize . That's no big deal. I was there before and maybe the same thing might happened all over again. 

" The future not ours to see . Que sera sera"

We might even die soon. 

With that I'm sorry if I've ever hurt your feelings. I'm sorry if I take you for granted. I'm sorry for being such a bij to you. I'm sorry . I'm just sorry.

Whoever you are, can we just appreciate each other?

Pencicip

Hi . Assalamualaikum .

Well it's 1.40 am right now which I'm supposed to get a wild dream on. That's just not happened now . Maybe cuz there's too much unnecessary thoughts in my mind . Girls problems . Over-thinking =='

I've asked myself stop being overthinking . Just look at the problems as small one and just live my life . Perhaps not tonight . I mean , monite . lewlz .

The moment when you have nobody you can trust. The moment you don't know how to express your feeling so that people wont take it wrong way . The moment when you're excited about something but actually it's just another less significant thing for you to think about it . The moment your heart didn't work along with your brain . The moment when people misunderstood your jokes. The moment when your friends can laugh at you but it's like a sin to do the same thing back at them. The moment when friends stop being friends . The moment when you don't even know yourself anymore .

Demm .

I'm sorry Blogger cuz I'm using you for something like this. Like seriously , I dont think I should post emo tweets on Twitter especially cursing on Twitter. I wish your si Tanggang and I'm the mother , so that I can curse you become a rock ==' First of all , people wont give a damn. Second of all , you might make fool of yourself . Third of all , you'll just spreading negative aura to your followers . Forthly(?) people might get annoyed and the fun gone .

Yes , Twitter is a microblog . Can't you see the word MICRO there? Please filter your tweets people ! Yess , I'm talking to a girl that I can see inside the mirror .

Indeed , I do make mistakes . Sorry for any sarcasm tweets , emo tweets , unnecessary Retweet-ed from me . One thing , let's make Twitter as a peaceful place for everyone .




May peace be upon us all and Ma'assalamah , Ilal liqa' :)

Rehab

 Assalamualaikum !

How's it going on everybadehh ? Tak sihat ? Alaaahai kesiaan dia . Pergi makan ubat then berehat ye . Ini namanya ikhtiar . Memang lah sakit itu penghapus dosa kecil , tapi kalau tak berusaha nak sembuhkan tu namanya Kufur Nikmat lah pulak . Haaaa , tak memasal dosa lak bertambah . Aku pun kekadang cengelat gak nak makan ubat. Hewhew . Peringatan kita bersama lah ye :D

Sebagai manusia biasa , aku pun pernah sakit dan Alhamdulillah sekarang dah pulih :) Yayyy *jejoget*

Sakit ni namanya Carpal Tunnel Syndrome or for short CTS . Haaaa , kengkawan SESERI mesti aware akan sakit aku ni sebab aku kena time SPM dulu . Nak dijadikan cerita , minggu pertama SPM aku dapat extra masa about setengah jam untuk each paper. Sebabnya tangan kanan aku tak dapat berfungsi dengan baik . Kiranya tangan aku susah nak menggenggam dan sakit. Susah sangat nak menulis . Sapa tak nangis woi ! Aku pernah ter-burst out dalam surau. HAHAHAHAHA . Comel je semorang risau . hewhew

Sebab sakit ni , aku tak boleh go on dengan driving class . Sentap woi bila semorang show off lesen P dorang. And I can't even working lepas SPM dulu . Sempat kerja dua hari je . How sad lah kan . Then tinggal lah dekat rumah . Nak tolong Mak buat kerja pun tak mampu sangat . Nak angkat barang memang harapan lah . Seriously aku sangat stress and rasa down sangat . Almost everyday akan moody , and akan rasa nak nangis kalau ada orang tanya "Tangan Nana dah okay?" Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa aku nak cakap " Daaah okay " .Mak cakap kesian anak Mak sorang dah jadi OKU . Lulz

Aku cuba nak move on . Aku cuba lupa aku sakit . Aku makan ubat yang seriously busuk , tahap busuk dia tu sampai kena coated dengan bnda manis. So it tastes sweet but smelly . Sakit ni pun macam tak pernah nak hilang , so one day jumpa doktor lalu beliau me-recommendkan aku utk jalani rawatan pemulihan .

 So I was here ! I was discharged a week before 2013 after 5 weeks of physiotheraphy session :) Once a week lah ye kerana ada shortsem . Juga , ini klinik gomen punya wehh , ramai patient lain . Alhamdulillah , I'm getting better . and InsyaAllah things will be fine after this . Still , kena berhati-hati . Tak boleh kasaq sangat . hewhew

Agak segan kerana aku antara patients yang termuda kat situ . Lulz . Ingat ! Maut tidak mengenal usia #ehhh . So tiap kali datang session akan datang perasan seperti nak mati kebosanan disitu . So , adalah beberapa keping foto sempat aku snap menggunakan tangan lagi satu . Mwehehehe .

Haaa , aku bawak ekslusif utk korang tengok apa yg aku rasa . *mcm pelik ayat ni =='

 Maaf atas kekaburan . 

 Dalam that room , terletak wax solution for hands and feet . Wax tahu apa ? Ye , lilin cair yang kalau kita celup pastu bila kena udara dia akan mengeras .
Maka ku celupkan kedalam wax solution tu sebanyak tujuh kali . Panas kot solution tu , tapi best la sebab mmg sesuai ah dengan saraf aku yg mcm membengkak ni . hewhew .

So hasilnya seperti dibawah . Tangan ku dibalut . Macam baby kan? lulz

Next , tangan aku dialirkan dengan elektrik ! Tak percaya ? Tengok gamba bawah ni 

 SEE !

Nampak wayar wayar yang membawa arus elektrik lalu merasuki(?) tanganku . lol 

Yang ni waktu memula dulu , habis satu lengan kena letrik , lulz 

Okay ni part lucu dalam treatment aku . Benda ni macam tanah liat , but it's not . Tiap minggu aku cuba kaji apalah benda ni . Nama dia , for sure benda ni memang terbang jauh dari ........... alamak tak ingat . UK ke Aussie . Jauh lah yang pasti . Eh korang tengok lah sendiri ...

Errr , sebab aku kena uli gentel benda for about 10-20 minutes , so memacam lah aku cipta . Hewhew . Bila PT (physiotherapist) lalu ke datang , aku pepandai laah cover . Wakakaka . Ada satu hari tu , ada makcik tu khusyuk tengok aku menguli . Lulz . Ada sorang patient ni dia bawak anak dia , budak lah dalam 3-4 tahun . Serius mata dia tak berkedip tengok aku main(?) . "Comel je akak ni " getus hati sekecil . Hahahaha . K 

Oh baidewei , ada sorang PT tu hengsengg siaa. LULZ . Peramah semacam , tapi tak pernah jadi PT aku . Mencik lah . Hahahahhaha . K dah

Kesimpulannya , berikhtiarlah kamu . Sesungguhnya setiap penyakit itu ada penawarnya kecuali mati . Bersabarlah , kerana sabar itu separuh daripada Iman . And please , NEVER give up ! 

P/S : Aku bukan nak mintak simpati ke apa. Hanya perkongsian juga peringatan kepada diri aku yang I've been through so much (not THAT much) in this life that I should be grateful an live my life to the fullest :)

I need a rest and restart .

Searching for something new .

Nothing new for you , but for me .

Just love :)

Howdy people ! Assalamualaikum ..

Guess what??

I'M OFFICIALLY 19 ! 

Yayyyy *jejoget* bum baam bom buumm baam *fireworks* 

Hey babe , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! 

Awww , thank you Niall :*

major LULZ 

Anyway , I'm extremely grateful for having this fantastic 19 years of my life . Thanks Mak , Pn Saibatul Salamiah and Ayah , Hj Norazhar for everything . You both had done too much for me :') I know , I'll never able to repay all your good deeds . May Allah keep a castle for both of you there in Jannah . Amin :D

Also a huge thanks to everyone for the wishes and pray for me. You guys really made my day even we're separated by distance . Via facebook , twitter , texts , and even calls . Love yaaa all :*

Surprisingly , I got quite numbers of presents yaww . Aww , so sweet :) Thanks you laah , appreciate that very much :D Tak lah banyak mana , tapi adalaaah . hewhew

Lagi mengejutkan adalah , my Ayah . My birthday had passed about 2 days ago and he's still celebrating it . LULZ . From the beginning , he bought me Kek Batik and kuih idk-the-name which looks like cake cuz tak sempat nak beli real cake . Then , ask me where to eat ( ni the usual thing lah kan ) . I said Pizza , then he said he wants Mango Juice . Then I said , okay Ayah . Nana pun nak minum jus jugak *dan dan je* . So we went to eat western's cuisine . For the first time makan Grilled Salmon . Well , it tasted healthy . lulz . Habis makan ayah cakap " Haa , tu kedai tudung taknak pergi tengok? " Hahahahaha . Like seriously Ayah ?? Aku tak beli , tak minat . Tudung dah sebakul kat rumah . hewhew *belagok ngko :P*

Usually Mak n Ayah memang akan dinner kat mamak , eleh bukan dinner je sbb Ayah memang kipas-susah-mati mamak's teh tarik . lulz . Aku pun dgn tiba-tiba petang tadi " Ayah ! Nak ikut ! Nak KFC ! hehe " saja usik Ayah . Aku tahu dia memang tak kawan(?) dgn fastfoods ni. And WOW ! Ayah actually bawak makan KFC la wehh !!! muehehehehehehe . Ya Allah , hati anak mana tak terharu *eceh ayat* Yayy suka suka , yayy order order ikut anak tekak aku . lulz . 

Makan makan makan then , Ayah keluar kejap sbb dia nak jugak cari teh tarik mamak . lulz . Ayah makan sikit je , ayah aku tu memang peng-diet orangnya . Sebab tu dia makin hampir macam nak kurus , tapi anak dia macam kena pam ==' Aku jelah yg kena pam , adik aku pulak macam kena penyek ==' Haha . 

After a while ayam aku tinggal tulang belulang , si Ayah membawa sebungkus air teh tarik beserta .... OMG BESERTA WEH BESERTA !!! Sekotak Big Apple ! Aku cover daripada nak tercekik tulang time tu walaupun aku bukan tengah makan tulang ayam . lulz . Mak dok gelak gelak . Y'know , serius luar alam lah Ayah beli Big Apple. Kami memang tak makan benda-benda macam ni . Aku je banyak tahu benda-benda cenggini . Yg Ayah tahu pagi petang siang malam , makan mamak terbaik (Y) haha . 

Mak : Macam mana abang beli donat ni? 

Ayah : Tanya jelah apa yang orang selalu beli . Ingat nak beli satu lepas tu ada tiga *K ni aku tk faham ke aku ter-cut pendengaran aku?* 

Aku : Huyyo huyyo *penuh heksaited* Happy Birthday to me ! Happy Birthday to me ! *tetiba aku nyanyi*

Hahahaha , EPIC AYAH iz EPIC . 

Thanks Ayah !! Sayang Ayah :* ehehehehe . Omo omo , seronok gila jadi anak tunggal sejak adik masuk asrama . Hahahaha . Bagus adik , ngko tak payah balik pun takpa (Y) *mode kakak tiri ON* lulz . Senda saja ye dik :)

I don't know what on his mind . What I know he loves me and always want to see me happy . I'll be happy Ayah , and I'll make sure you'll be happy and proud of me too . And I know you always does though I'm the most annoying person on earth :D 

With lots of love , 

Siti Farhanah Norazhar 

Another beginning ....

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh :)

Alhamdulillah ye semua sihat ye ye ye , bagus baguss (Y)

Sekarang aku tengah cuti . Tapi adik aku sekolah . Wkwkwkwkw *assume bunyi dia wikiwikiwikiwiki*

So dear adik , you're in form 1 now . Sekolah pun jauh dari rumah *jauhh gila kan Gombak tu dik :)* Take a good care of yourself . Kalau kena buli ngko bgtau je aku , tahulah aku nak kata padan muka kat ngko *smirking* mwihihihihi . Aku tahu ngko takkan nangis sebab kekecik dulu ngko kalau nangis macam nak bagitahu satu kampung (Y) K , tu je . Bukan ngko baca pun . Tapi aku tahu kau akan baca sebab kau suka stalk aku . Wkwkwkwkwkwk *ahh geli la bunyi dia , ngilu !*

 Kemain ngko muka heksaited ye dik , baguss (Y)

Sekarang aku tengah cuti . Tapi kena hantar adik pergi sekolah . hewhew . Tapi aku suka , sebab sekolah adik aku jaaaaauhhhhhh *mata-keatas-lengan-dibahu #ehh*

Aku bukanlah seorang kakak yg mithali , setakat kemas loker dia yg kecil pergghh pergghhh time aku tengok memulaa , angkat bagasi dia yg perghh perghh boleh tahan tak ringan diaa , chopp katil baik punya siap ada tangga , bagi pendapat nak ambil posisi mana dalam kelas , termasuklah konsultasi mengenai tinggal di asrama . See , takdalah mithali sangat ye dak?

Tapi mak aku serius mithali . Dari kat rumah , berminggu-minggu sebelum daftar lagi dah kesana-sini cari barang keperluan untuk adik aku . Adik aku dok genggoyang kaki main fon ==' Dah sampai tadi pun , mak aku dok sibuk jahit lencana kat tudung adik *refer gamba diatas* Baiknya mak sayaa kannn . *Mak kalau baca sesenyap je tau , jgn nak kekembang #ehh* 

Well , Mak is being mak . Kakak is being kakak . Ayah is being ayah .

And what had happened today actually giving a life back to me . Like semorang dok cerita , there's rainbows come after hurricane #ehh . Anyway , Alhamdulillah :D

EPIC FAV VLOG !

Assalamualaikum ,

 

Ahhh , toksah sembang kencang. Mai layan Anwad n Mud ni !

 

Wedding 2.0

Assalamualaikum semua :)

Seperti yg dijanjikan , this post I nak share another weddings of my cousins .

Okay malas nak cerita , tengok aja ya .

Selamat Pengantin Baru 

Abg Apiz n Kak Zira 

also

Kak Anne n Abg Reza

theGROOM , Hafizudin . Trust him , he's an ENGINEER ! lulz

the-shy-shy-catBRIDE , Hazirah . Trust her , she's also an ENGINEER ! ahakss

 

Okay thats all .
Sesungguhnya gambaq bersepah , so pepandai korg lah faham . LULZ

Oh baidewei , Tahniah femes blogger Kak Maghia n Asfirdaus :)))